Genuinely… I am feeling the overwhelming pressure of fear and dread of masculinizing and it’s so horrific, I can’t even get horny now for some reason I’ve been trying to but even that’s been difficult… something changed why do I feel like I’m masculinizing, why does the mirror once again show me my moidy face, the day after I got clocked twice, the day after I was gonna joke about being delusional and a boy to Kevin… is God punishing me, I wanna be pretty again and I promise to never call myself a guy ever again… I promise