went to watch backrooms last night with a group of friends in which one of them is a cisfoid. she’s also very pretty and naturally popular among guys… it sucks even more because she was wearing alt fashion i could only ever wish to wear in public without getting laughed at… if i were born an actual girl i could’ve been like her too and whenever im with foid friends, i get reminded of how much of an ogrehon i am and iwnbaw… i even told my bf about this and he just doesn’t get it