i’ve been thinking, maybe my dysphoria is so bad, because i’m so self centered. i spend all my free time lurking the board and here (+reddit sub) to entertain my thoughts on my transition, and i even talk to others profusely about dysphoria. like, it’s my only hobby or something; that people can tell it’s what holds me together. i must come across as the most narcissistic prick if i interact with others while keeping this troon mind active all the time. do you think being totally preoccupied with yourself makes you super mentally ill?
same when bringing up politics frequently, and talking about my rights. in those moments, they must see someone arguing about voting progressively as adopting that as their whole personality. i don’t think they’re wrong either. i think maybe the internet did fuck me up a whole lot