think ive shared this on the sub but yeah. one of them shared a shitpost from the bocchi subreddit about fatshaming one of the characters who’s like below 18 bmi saying it was a me coded post cause i kept denying i was anorexic. and i jokingly said that character’s weight might be my new goal weight.

that was when i was like, 7 months on hrt or so? i just played dumb and said i didnt know what that meant.
none of these guys are lgbt in anyway really, except one being bi i think? but hes not the one who said that to me. so repper or chaser. i hope to god not a repper but it definitely feels possible.


scary…
very. im out to one of them and he was sweet about it. feels too humiliating to tell the other two when i look like a man though