for the last time I am bisexual at best

I consider myself straight because if I had a dick I’d only date women But I’m also kind of gay because I do find them to be appealing and also I’m an (auto)androphile but it mostly stems from envy

i doubt I’d be actually able to date anyone irl because I’m sick in the head but if I did date someone it would be another dood.

I still mostly fantasize about women and occasionally men too.