idk why but I feel disconnected from everyone, like I don’t truly exist here and I don’t matter to people. Like why am I even here? I consistently make peoples lives worse and I’m just annoying and autistic everyone gets angry at me for being autistic and not understanding upsetting jokes like rape or abuse. I’m constantly being a woke snowflake getting upset at over sexualization being like a chritian pearl clutching bitch. idk idk I just feel. empty