okay so i was flirting with this guy, right? we chat every day, he’s chill, we exchange some pictures, he says my eyes are pretty, shows off his muscles, whatever whatever… and because im a retarded faggot i catch feelings for this guy despite knowing damn well he’s a man whore

and then he starts talking about “i won’t flirt around until im done with my goals” to which im like, okay, fair enough, whatever

but then the next day he hits up this cute white girl and it’s just all over my tl because i follow both of them and oh my god they get along better than he ever did with me and she actually passes and she’s white so why would he need a shitskin like me why would anyone want a shitskin like me

im losing my mind