i work a 9-5 tech job for a corporation (yes stereotypical programmer cs tranny), which really i’m only doing for money and insurance for surgeries, and while i’ve already been working for 2 years it’s just now sinking in that at age 25 i have a wonderful 35 more years of this that i will have to deal with for the rest of my life. i already work 50-60 hour weeks and i am constantly so tired, and the overtime work too i have to do at night also harms my social life which is why half the time i’m here anyways. i’m just tired and i really hope things get better because if i’m already so tired of it this so early i’m not sure how i’ll manage it the rest of my life.