Was always shorter even as teen, had feminine features like nice nose shape, narrow shoulders Actually non clocky knees,

Supportive sisters and mum

Other then being short I’ve lost so much of what I loved abt myself.

It went from I might only need boob job and bit of FFS to almost 120k worth of surgeries I have to have to genuinely look a cis woman and not a tranny.

Shoulders, hips, and probably ribs all need to done and I’m not even sure if I’m ever going to afford anything

Sometimes I think abt how I should just kill myself because aleast I’d be in heaven. I feel I have to get all of this because I’ll look disgusting if I don’t and not look like a normal feminine woman.

I don’t want to feel ugly for my entire life so I have compensate with all this surgerie if only I knew what diy when i was 15.