i have been running every other day for the last month, i’ve been eating in a calorie deficit and have only binged once, i lost 10 pounds, i went off my meds and have kicked people out of my life that treat me like shit. i’m going to meet and old friend that i’ve been scared to see for the last year, i went swimming at a public beach the other day, im not male centered, i switched my major to something im actually interested in. life is rlly good rn icl but im just proud of myself. happymaxxing.

probs gonna start going to the gym after this little vacation. but i just don’t want to pay for a membership right before i leave.

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      ugh you have to it was genuinely so freeing… the water was cold af though so i didn’t really stay in for too long lol

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          hmmm if you are comfortable enough i would recommend tuckitup gaffs (cringe name ik but they work rlly well) and a one piece bathing suit. and with that you can really go anywhere, but obvi i realize you probs don’t feel comfy enough doing that.

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              ugh no i get that, i realistically would never have done that if i didnt have ffs :/ i also do have cuts on my leg but these ones are never going to heal so it just is what it is ig

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    Aaa thats really great im so happy 4 u!!!