In Europe I malefailed rather frequently, in Japan not at all. Is it just that in Japan men don’t look like complete slobs? Is a well-groomed hon all I am?

  • RtHonAliceOP
    3·
    16 days ago

    I’m sad. Since I just boymode I don’t care much about passing, I don’t try after all, but somehow not malefailing like I used to gets to me. Maybe I have more social dysphoria than I thought. I barely ate today, but drank concerning amounts of alcohol. I’m not finished either.

      • RtHonAliceOP
        2·
        16 days ago

        I will most deffers not girlmode if I look like this and don’t even malefail. I’ll boozemaxx instead, I need to keep myself sane somehow. Fuck my facehon life.

        • blacktarheroine
          2·
          16 days ago

          You malefail all the time. But now you’re upset that you don’t actively malefail while looking as much like a man as possible?

          • RtHonAliceOP
            2·
            16 days ago

            Yes, because I actually considered girlmoding after all the malefailing. Now I don’t malefail and am upset why I even bothered to consider it. Seems like I look like a man after all.