My autism forces me to be a shy-ass baby girl. No, tell me, what was I supposed to do? I have tried everything else. Autism isn’t curable. I can’t just “work around it”. I couldn’t have just “manned up”. My autism was that strong. The only thing I can change is my appearance. There was nothing to do, BUT become a woman. In a year or two if I don’t look like I’m gonna pass, I will rope. There is no other option for me.