And It makes me so scared and im debating on if I have to leave so I dont cry every single day worried about all of you… and I love you all and id miss you all so I want to stay… but when someone kind vanishes… I feel so sick… I have vomited just now from crying so hard and feeling so sick and so idk if It is good for me to be so worried about you all but id probably just replace worrying about all of you with worrying about something else 24/7 and idk what to do i feel like fainting… I am dizzy 😵‍💫🤢