there were a few greentexts about some reppers sharing their regret in well worded ways but i cant find them please share if u have them or anything similar

yesss i had this in mind tyty
I was talking about this earlier today, I was a repper for 13 years. From 13 to 26. Yeah, I’ve known since I was 8, and I started taking blockers at 12.
The problem is, I was femboycoping from 19 to 22, and I was pretty enough to pass without hrt and be able to work as a prostitute.
My body, of course, completely deteriorated from the ages of 23 to 25, and I managed to stop the degradation with HRT. But the past haunts me, my material is on the internet, and every now and then I find that bitch, the young me who destroyed everything, I hate myself so much.
🫂 im so sorry.
Able to pass at 22 without HRT
Oh stfu ;(
And today I’m clocky… Im a stupid bitch
Still look better than me probably
The post is about repression… I’m saying that I could have a cis life today and I threw it away. I’m not there judging other people’s appearance, nor denying that mine is worse than anyone else’s.
Yeah, I understand and I’m sorry. I’m also kinda mad at you and jealous of you




