there were a few greentexts about some reppers sharing their regret in well worded ways but i cant find them please share if u have them or anything similar

  • Vlevleee
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    27 days ago

    I was talking about this earlier today, I was a repper for 13 years. From 13 to 26. Yeah, I’ve known since I was 8, and I started taking blockers at 12.

    The problem is, I was femboycoping from 19 to 22, and I was pretty enough to pass without hrt and be able to work as a prostitute.

    My body, of course, completely deteriorated from the ages of 23 to 25, and I managed to stop the degradation with HRT. But the past haunts me, my material is on the internet, and every now and then I find that bitch, the young me who destroyed everything, I hate myself so much.

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            27 days ago

            The post is about repression… I’m saying that I could have a cis life today and I threw it away. I’m not there judging other people’s appearance, nor denying that mine is worse than anyone else’s.

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              27 days ago

              Yeah, I understand and I’m sorry. I’m also kinda mad at you and jealous of you