I’m asexual and a gayden. I love cute animals. I collect merch of a cutesy ass character (Not Sanrio but simular). I don’t have bottom dysphoria because I’m asexual and don’t plan of using it anyway. I shave my facial hair because it looks like shit on me. I’m autistic. I have aniexty. People irl consider me polite and quiet. All the games I like are fembrained.

Every time I look for advice on soulpassing I get shit that’s either “be a little bit misogynistic” or “stop hanging out with queers” (my irl friends are all queer cis people and I’m not just going to drop them).

I don’t want to be an asshole, I just want to be seen as masculine, but I can’t without changing fundamentally who I am.