It hurts so bad to even think about it. Like, why did I just keep going for so long on every tranny sub and 4chan. What the fuck was I doing. People told me to stop and I didn’t listen. People tried to help and I didn’t even change. What the fuck was all that. What the fuck am I even doing.

It lasted for so fucking long. I’m probably gonna still do it too is the worst part. I completely ruined my reputation by being this annoying. God fucking damn man.