i thought i was the girl from it. it was THAT show for me 😿😿 i hate my younger self for forcing myself to be a bro so much. nobody fucking liked me anyways i should’ve just kept being a weird kid like i was in middle school. i loved fucking gravity falls and fnaf fan music and wanted to be a furry my whole childhood literally what happened. i definitely would’ve transitioned soooooo much earlier and i would’ve had a childhood that i could actually remember :(

    • puppyoomf
      4·
      1 month ago

      i dont know why i held onto being “normal” as much as i did. if i let myself be a loser like i was on the inside i wouldve enjoyed myself more and lived more and certainly wouldnt have repped for so long

      • meowmoonOP
        4·
        1 month ago

        no literally :( i was so fucking close to just being who i was but i let everyone else get to me. i literally had 4 friends at my peak anyways. i gained literally nothing from repping for so long and all of the friends i did have stopped talking to me when i came out.

        • puppyoomf
          4·
          1 month ago

          i never watched gravity falls but u talking about it reminded me of the friend group in middle school and i was just the same way. they were fans of that show and like warrior cats and stuff and i was interested but i felt too embarrassed to be “weird” so i never got closer with them but i know i wouldve found myself so much sooner if i did, theyre all such better people than the ones i ended up choosing. i ran into one of them at my high school prom and it took us both a second to recognize each other because we were both trans. we chatted a little for the first time in 4+ years and i remember i felt closer to him that night than my girlfriend or any of my other “friends” that we went with.

          • meowmoonOP
            5·
            1 month ago

            especially the part about them all being better people. i was soooo fucking scared to be seen as a “weird kid” but anyone who remembers me probably sees me that way anyways, and i didn’t even get the good friends out of it i got fucking weirdos who view women as sex objects and stopped talking to me when they found out i was one

          • meowmoonOP
            4·
            1 month ago

            made me tear up omg 😿😿 i wish we all could’ve just had the childhood we deserved :(

  • paula
    2·
    1 month ago

    i was obsessed with star vs the forces of evil,