it’s not a reference to the rock album i only found out about it later 😭😭 it was meant to represent how for a long time i’ve felt like a conscious thing without a body. something that has no material effect on the world around it, it can only observe it and fantasize about things that will never happen.
hmm… i kinda like natália. it’s cool. idk even how common it is here tho bc i don’t get out of the house (embarassing, i know). would be cool to brag about being named by the boymoder fucker tho.