I can’t relate to them, it feels like I’m an outaider. they can go “woowww I’m so gay 😜” without it feeling weird, but when I do it I’m not normal bc ima. man. I’m not gay I’m straight for women. It hurts my soul also because whenever I see posts of “yuri” I clock the trans women 8 times out of 10 especially if they have the little trans heart on their pfp. It’s so easy to tell who is cis and who isn’t in those comment sections it makes me feel so evil. I see a comment, think “that persons trans” open profile and bio or post history shows she’s trans… its suffocating bc IK if I showed my love for women in anyway id be clockdd as a tranny or ppl will think I’m a straight male (which I am). It hurts knowing that I am not welcome anywhere, too brown, sex repulsed and “edgy” 4 transbian spaces. And too moidly for cis woman spaces…

  • Sea gleglemoder
    3·
    9 days ago

    I wish I could talk about pussy without looking like a rapist moid and get talked about Mine too but I have this moid stick

  • dead-consciousness
    31·
    9 days ago

    there’s a profound uneasiness i feel about calling myself “gay” or something like that. i like women, that’s normal for a man, that’s who i was raised to be. i feel like it’s impossible for me to ever think about my sexuality the way cis lesbians do. why can’t i just be attracted to men like a normal faggot…