I talked to my online troon friend when I was spiraling. She’s good at worming, and wormed me more. She sent a finally clear photo of herself to be bdd about and she’s literally just a normal cis woman. While I’m a very very odd looking “woman” boygirlthing.

• I have no face fat. My distribution is gigafucked and I’m chubby with ugly fat thighs while my collarbones stick out and have no facial fat. I look emaciated and it makes my chin look even worse and my cheekbones stick out, mostly because I’m an anamaxxing retard and have lost 20 pounds. I still kinda wanna lose more.
• My forehead is apparently massive
• Dark circles
• Acne
• Ugly ass butt chin and all these fucking online troons call me a passoid when i just look ODD\

I’m just FUCKED. I can’t do anything about my face fat or ugly forehead and chin.

She called me a “tim burton-esque lady”. Copium. Said I could do some makeup looks if I leaned into it, so frauding and cope.

I should probably hrt rep or something. I’ve never really actually felt like a woman and never will. I’m a gay faggot pathetic excuse for a man. Or just rope, because I’m a faggot male.