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its crazy cause once i couldve looked something like picrel at least but instead of helping me after my first suicide attempt i just got hooked up to a million anti-depressants and then fucking ECT at 18 years old and by the time i had some remote breathing room off the fucking meds to finally think i immediately trooned but now my upper body has warped and expanded so much i start dry retch screaming on the ground every time i see it before i eventually go back to not feeling anything but that sick burning feeling in my heart.