i think the key to happiness is pretending like everything’s fine and ur happy and that things are good and to just focus on things that aren’t urself and how sad and monstrous and ngmi u are. like frankenstein’s monster could’ve been happy if he just took up woodworking or something i think.
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well things only matter according to the meaning u assign them, we have at least some control over this, so if u tell urself nothing matters when ur in immense pain it makes sense that it would feel better compared to caring.