It wasn’t even bad my teenage years were but I still get really sad remembering how I wanted long hair, wear feminine clothes and how girls weren’t friends with me and how badly I wanted them to dress me up and do makeup Or that I genuinely hated sports but always felt I was going to be put in them (I’m happy I didn’t)
But all my problems would have disappeared if a was a cis girl because what cis girl wants to do sports, or be fored to play with extremely boyish family friends
compared to all the others’ childhood memories mine seem so fragmentary it genuinely looks i make them on the spot
felt op
My memories feel weird too I can’t remember most them without focusing but they all foggy