Like there’s a specific horror to getting your first tranny thought. I remember when it happened to me when I was 13 or 14, it was fucking horrible, it was like a sickening feeling in my gut. And after that happened I went from a lonely but doing ok kid to “the haze” which I can’t even remember
“Egg” by itself too, there’s repper but the way I see it they’re different but related, an egg is blissfully ignorant, a repper is actively repressing
I understand but even so I still associate “egg” with 196 and traa nonsense. I mean, in some ways I thank egg_irl for introducing me to being a tranny and in others I hate it for keeping me away from hrt