Preface to please not see this post as discouragement. Just speaking from my experiences.

I briefly did work a few part time jobs here and there before. Idk. At first it did feel like I was improving but then it just… I didn’t

I didn’t make much more money than my disability payments. It was pointless I was stuck at home anyways. Not like it made me feel less lonely. All my coworkers were either HS students or old people looking to get outside more. It just highlighted why I just feel like I can’t be apart of the world. If all these feelings were too much to handle part time how I do full time? Would I even want to if I could?

I should of just been kept in the void this shit sucks ass.