I am hurting so bad, I want affection and to give affection but I have nobody to give it to. a SIXTEEN YEAR OLD pre hrt girl confessed her feelings to me online when we barely talked, I shut her down bc ew ew ew. But if only minors want to be with me, what’s the point in being alive at this point genuinely wtf am I that stupid!? The only people to have shown any affection towards me are abusers and minors. KILL ME, KILL ME NOW, 😭😭I AM UNDESERVING OF LOVE YET I CRAVE IT SO BAD I CANT EVEN MAKE A FRIEND IRL LET ALONE A RELATIONSHIP ONLINE OR SMTH IDK IDK I FEEK LONELY