i went to a Weatherday concert yesterday, i had to go 2.5 hours by train to get there. once i got there i was so anxious and stressed (for personal reasons like my study etc as well as from going to a concert alone). i couldnt find the entrance to the concert hall and asked a few people and none of them knew and i just had a full blown panic attack and i was crying until an older moid stranger calmed me down. i was so embarressed that i chose to go home straight away, im such a stupid chud fml.
i was speaking in my fag voice but trying not to lower my voice while crying and trying to tell the nice older guy (who couldnt understand dutch) that i was okay and wasnt hurt. i wanted god to smite me the whole time i was talking to him