he actually ended up in the psych ward a few days ago. i thought it was mostly unrelated. we talked today and now he is blaming this on me. that he wanted to kill himself because i want “this dumb surgery” in the future and he can’t accept it cuz it would ruin our sex life and he loves me
oh and he also said i want to “bucher” myself and i don’t understand how female reproductive system works. and that i will never have a vagina and that “those fake holes” disgust him. and that i will not have any pleasure from it anyway
i posted about him once before he got admitted. this whole situation is so insane it doesn’t feel real at all. idk what to do, im so tired. he’s kinda dependant on me since he has literally nobody else. i need to distance myself but idk he’s sick obviously and we were friends before all this


I forget that trans people can be just as gross and chasey as cis people, ew