i dont have a sense of self. i am just a sheep chasing the traits i see the most praised in society. it happens that whatever quality was praised most when i was a child was being female, so thats why i want to be female, in the same way that when i was little and my parents were raising a litter of puppies, taking away attention from me, i wanted to become a dog and starting walking on all fours and acting like a dog in hopes of getting attention from my parents.

if i were the last person on earth, i wouldnt care about transitioning because its all for the external validation of being female from others.