like by all measures (regarding my love life at least), i should be happy but im not? i have a hot, amazing bf who doesnt mind that im a ngmi twinkhon and permaboymoder and supports me trooning (he even picks up my hrt for me and helps with injections…) but my self worth is so shit that its all making me feel worse instead of better, thoughts of “why is he with me still? is he going to leave me for a cis girl?” “is he just a gigarepper vicariously living out being a tranny thru me?” and other things plague my mind to the point that i feel like i cant enjoy the perfect relationship i have and its all my stupid brainwormed mind’s fault