idk how to rlly explain this . but like . it just seems so fake when you see a moid showing love to someone . like it’s not coming from a genuine place . as if their so-called love is just like meta attraction and nothing more , yes .

well perhaps a part of it is me (MOID) projecting my own incapability of honestly and wholly loving another onto all MY FELLOW moids . but i also still get those vibes from them all too so idk . but idkidk i’ve only ever seen moids yearn in a gross pervert sort of way , so that’s all i know they can do iguess maybee maybe .

i suppose as well that i don’t have a moid and never have so like what do i know ? bleh . i just wish there was a man out there who could love me for me , but i know i will never have that :((