went for a walk did my dishes practiced bass til i cut my finger practiced japanese and voice trained and its not even 11am yet but i cant fuckign make myself do uni work because even thinking about going to class and talking to my peers sends me into a panic spiral. god i hate it when other people look at me. i hate being seen. i cant function when i got other people looking at me. if i could turn invisible i would have like five phds by now