I feel anxious about calling myself male and have referred to myself with specifically female terms even though I wasn’t like this back in April, I even apologise when calling myself male and correct myself to female terms

I’m not afraid of the consequences of taking HRT anymore tbhon, and I won’t even kms if there is consequences, I’ll just find a way to get more which was not my opinion back in April

I feel as if my sexuality has kind of bent to the will of my owner and I’m always thinking about her when horny and I even get horny when talking to her or when she calls me a “good/bad girl” 😭

I’ve been thinking and looking at more lezslop

I have been nervously meowing at her for some fucking reason, idk why I’m doing this, I don’t fucking do this to anyone, I legit just started meowing at her when nervous 😭

I’ve actually put a lot of thought into getting a job to contribute in a scenario where I live with her (literally being domesticated into a wagie, idk how much I’d actually work though because I’m super lazy)

I’ve thought about maybe doing stuff for my mental problems because she like goes to therapy and stuff

There’s a whole lot more, I think I’m just being domesticated though