i know its stupid and dumb. i really wanted to do that part, it seemx so fun to dress up with ur friends and have a date and choose a pretty dress. i was too busy being a depressed fag though i missed out on so many of my teen experiences. i probably wouldn’t have had the guts to wear the dress at that time anyways. i would be such a different person if i were cis lol omg


i wish i had started hrt earlier instead of locking myself in my room for days on end