It hurts so much and it just never stops hurting and I just want to sound right again. I want to sing again.

  • up, #1 voice hon
    2·
    1 month ago

    felt. i doubt i’ll ever be able to hit the notes that i want to hit now that my voice has been permanently malformed

    • new4taccountOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      I spend a lot of my day in carefully constructed fantasy worlds where my voice is returned to me and everyone tells me how beautiful I sound.

      • up, #1 voice hon
        2·
        1 month ago

        i’m giving myself another year or so to make progress with singing, and if i don’t, then i’m just gonna go missing

        a lot of nights i spend hours just throttling my throat because it upsets me so much