how am i supposed to see myself as a woman or nb or whatevet idk when i look like a man? idc about any sort of feminine soul, idc about having feminine interests, idc about pronouns and other social affirmations. all i care about is my physical appearance.

malefailing consistently and people “correcting” themselves after would mean 1000x more than people using she/her for me consistently only because i asked. it just feels like pity.

call me a man. idc. it doesnt matter. i just want to be pretty. i just want my father’s face gone. im so tired of it. im going to die because insurance has decided the cure to an overwhelming amount of my pain is cosmetic.