Bullied because I was the only black person. Bullied because I was constantly shortest boy. Bullied because I looked young for my age.

I am a giga-autist so I could never make friends. I would always be a bother to people I tried befriend IRL and they would abandon me. I am literally so autistic I got banned from nearly every forum I have participated on since childhood. I can’t even make friends online.

I now see a girlfriend as the only cure for my woes. Friends are fickle and will abandon you. Friends can’t make you feel attractive. Only a partner can give me that.

I NEED a GF so that I can finally feel normal. I NEED a GF so I can finally feel like I’m a part of this world and not a mistake.