then i realised that to be happy i need surgeries costing the same as the fucking cars and now i am sad
can i just please stop beeing a tranny
life as a working class shit sucks -> add being a tranny multiplies the pain by 2 or smth
yeah, especially with other mental illnesses took me until i am 25 to actually get meds and now i can finally study and stuff but it is really pissing me off that basically everything i could use to have fun, everyone else would use for fun (i also mean building houses, cars, etc) will in the end go towards my transition, since insurance here probably would pay nothing anymore, so rather than fighting 2 years i will probably just fly to another country and search for a good ffs practitioner
like alone laser is 1/3 of the cost of the drivers license i need, everything is slower, more costly and meh
This is so insane. Sometimes i see posts in transtimeline/transurgeries and they do their ffs/srs with the best surgeons around the world and say how much it costed and… waow… the prices are so unrealistic, idk how you can save so much
i can save like 1500 Euros per month right now, but in 2 months i pay rent again meaning only 1000 per month left to save
but also i think the 15/20 days night shift per month and the 230-240 hours per month did cost it’s toll on my health already qwq
also christmas and easter gave me like 800 euros extra each in holiday bonus
but yeah, the drivers license is also like 3000 minimum, laser already 1000 only for face, and even a minimum ffs will be like 15’000
there is a way how i could earn enough to save 2-3000 euros a month but i don’t get the licenses i need to (costs the company a lot of money)
