As many of you already know, I burned my “hussie card”… I’ve been at the house of the girl I fell in love with (my childhood best friend, etc.) for 3 days now and I don’t even have a date to leave yet. We’ll probably go to Shakira’s show in Copacabana together tomorrow…

But then on Sunday I had a date scheduled for two weeks ago with a really nice guy I was getting to know and talking to. He had planned to take me out to dinner and then to the movies. He would pay for everything.

And now I honestly don’t know what to do… Cancel at the last minute? Disappear and block them? That would be messed up. Go, have fun, exchange a few kisses and say we have no future?

I got tangled up because of a woman… Fuck my arbitrary bisexual life.

I’m 99% straight, by the way… I only like this girl and exclusively this girl, and I don’t even understand how or why.