you could’ve been such a beautiful girl. i know you wanted to be. but i couldn’t handle it. i was scared. i wasn’t brave enough to face the world. i’m sorry. i’m so so sorry i never let you be. i’m sorry i killed you. the blood stains my hands everyday and it won’t wash off. the smell of your corpse is pungent. i’m going to set you free soon though. give you a proper burial. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i wish i could’ve done better. i wish people were kinder. i wish i wasn’t a coward. i’m so sorry sweetheart.