At least it’s slightly less ropefuel to know not starting HRT at 15 is not the reason I’m a bodyhon I was just built like this from the get go.

Completely fucking serious I look YOUNGER AHD SMALLER at 27 than I did at 13 I can’t believe what I’m seeing here.

The fact I pass to anyone to any extent is nothing short of a miracle I look like an honest to God monsterhon in these a 13 year old kid should NOT look like this, I 1000% understand my own trauma even more now.

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    description of me at 13:

    • 5’10"
    • Lightly chubby
    • Same skull size as now (~57.75cm)
    • Wider bideltoid than now, likely 21in or so
    • Full perma beard shadow
    • Thick chest hair
    • Norwood 1.5 (just realized HRT made my hairline better than it ever was)
    • Huge jawline, expanded facial planes
    • Slouched, monster posture
    • Rapist gaze
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        Had I gone through any more puberty, I’d have been the worst neverpasser to ever exist

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      but holy fuck this is literally something that 99% of the time happens to 20+ years olds maybe you’re an intershit in some super unlucky way??

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        I don’t really wanna think about it tbh. The fact I have passoid accusations now and get gendered female by people at all ever is a miracle.

        Its just that the entire puberty happened early. I never grew or changed again really until 19 on HRT

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          yeah… maybe there’s some truth to sneeds saying to give e time

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        Hang on…could you be onto something here? The only other kid as large as I at the time also with facial hair was really feminine too and was I think openly at least gay even then. We were friends. In fact, last I saw them, they were in makeup and might have been a tranny too.

        Furthermore, my youngshit cousin had it even worse than me! She actually started HRT at 13ish, and she’s way taller than me.

        I used to think we just got fucked over by the German genes, but now that I think about it, at least me and my cousin did have objectively weird puberty that happened way too early, and we both had high-normal T and VERY high E for our birth sex.

        Furthermore, all 3 of us aforementioned would have been same-sex attracted pre-transition, and had/have the “gay” digit ratio thing going on.

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          people often joke about the tranny gene, but your family might actually 100% have something genetic going on causing this idk.

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            I mean our transness being gene related is borderline confirmed to me in my head, its just I hadn’t really considered it as being possibly caused by intersex in the detectable way before.

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          definitely some intershit stuff going on because german genes wouldn’t do this shit, at most it would’ve been family genes but still, it wouldn’t start so early. you can try asking older relatives on how their puberty went