Like i fuckin hate it. I want to live and acomplish somethign so I need to take ritalin. Before I had to take kratom or other drugs. I can’t event vent to someone and do something about it bcs everyone just want to respect cuck rules and then be sad about why they are sad and bad all the time. I am mostly keep it for myself. I am sorry if I can’t say exactly what is it so here is few examples:

DoKKKtor$$ don’t want you take HRT so you take DIY HRT and they antagonize you. The same thing with ADHD meds. they don’t want you to take Ritalin so you get research chemicals, drugs from the street or low dose of opium. Or people don’t want you to lie to abusive authorities and if you do than you are morally wrong. etc etc.

I just want to vent so i don’t feel alienated how the world si gatekeeping and gaslighting and everybody follows. Like some kind of NPC. I don’t argue with abusive authorities so I instead lie and manipulate them for my gain. I only have this knowledge to myself and other few friends but that’s it.