On the anonymous confessions… the #46 was me… I play online video games and whenever someone is sneedy and does like bridget blahaj skirt go spinny egg_irl shit i say awful awful awful disgusting things… I say “ywnbaw” I misgender i call them a groomer and just all the most awful awful things and then I always realize what im doing and I cry and cry over this… what did I do this for? To appeal to bigoted people on the server? Why would I want their respect? I remember the last time I did it… maybe 3 weeks ago… someone called me a tranny and so I started being transphobic to a sneedy profile in the lobby and so they (the rude evil people there were 2) would think I was a cisgender woman… I threw someone completely under the bus… said the rudest most evil things and for what? So that a guy saying slurs in chat would think i was cool? I dont think hes cool. I called him a pedophile… which is standby… lots of young looking animes on that profile… suspect… I dont do racist or sexist things… I dont make light of rape… I only ever say transphobic things… and its like… I dont even know why I do… someone will be named puppygirl or something and completely unprompted ill say something horrible and rude to them… im so sorry… its so awful… I need to be kinder… what if my words caused them to harm themselves? I am scared I seriously hurt them with my words… I need to be kinder to others… im sorry to all of you also… I am sorry for being rude to others…