I was really close to kmsing right up to Thursday and then I left for my trip to SF and knew i wouldn’t overcomplicate things by dying while in a different state in a shared hotel with my mom…
Lowkey I might just be fixed now, happy for the rest of my life, surely, right?
I do feel like I’ve made some positive changes to my perspective on things as I’ve been heavily sortfagging. So it’s possible?
Problem is, not being suicidal makes me faketrans, so idk


i’m very glad you are doing better. the journey to healing is a long one.