looking at old photos. i was more attractive as a twink man thing. now im just a thing. the way my old clothes sit on my body is just ugly and unappealing, but I’m too honnish to wear anything else.

i could’ve actually had a little fun with my life maybe. i’d finish school instead of dropping out. maybe even get a partial scholarship for a mediocre college a couple cities away. I actually had good friends for the first time basically ever too. I could’ve lived for at least a couple years, before kmsing. too late to go back now, so probably i just kms