i was much kinder. had so much more patience. i was still just as miserable, but i didnt let that get in the way of being kind to others. now i feel more burnt out than ever. like all my patience and compassion has been sapped up.
i dont like who im becoming. i feel so mean and bitter. im sorry for it all. i dont like me either.
Same except more like 5 years ago, its just a shitty world, maybe we could have thrived kind in a different one