On the outside I have a Slavic square face, I’m tall and wide, I have dirty blonde hair. On the inside I’m short, skinny have black hair. My appearance has the same vibe as like April from parks and rec. the body is a complete misrepresentation of me and it hurts so much. It can’t be fixed. I’m trapped forever. This sucks. I don’t know why it hurts so much. It sounds crazy but there’s another me and she likes the body. Good for her I guess. I fucking hate having DID and being trans this shit fucking sucks