The way she smiles, the way she laughs. It’s so charming and natural. She is so authentic and genuinely a good person when everyone else is so fake. I love the way she gets mad at me for ragebaiting her. I love the way she genuinely treats me as just another girl, and not something to be two-faced to, because she doesn’t even know im trans.

Idk, its something that will never happen. She’s homophobic and gets super mad when I tease her by calling her gay. We’re basically besties atp too. We’re always hanging around eachother and all the staff talk about it. Idk. I wish I didnt feel these emotions.