I dont deserve to be a woman, i dont deserve to be a woman. I dont act like a woman i don’t protect my self and let people use me. When something bad happens I repress it like a moid.

  • LooseSandwich543
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    1 month ago

    Not actively defending yourself and fighting doesn’t make you not a woman nor does it make what happened consensual. I’ve had to read quite a few sexual assult case reports for my degree so I can tell you how you reacted wasn’t abnormal at all and it doesn’t make you a moid

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      I didn’t push back hard enough i tried that once and then started murmuring stop like a retard as it would have done anything. Prolly cuz a fetishtic part of me wanted it and just went fuck this lets get this over with so i can go home and sleep

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        1 month ago

        again, thats a normal reaction and you did tell him to stop. lots of people react the same way it doesnt make you fetishistic at all i promise

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        1 month ago

        saying stop should be enough, it is not your fault at all :( please dont blame yourself

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    please don’t detrans, it’s really not your fault that something like that happened to you. and it’s not “moid” to repress a horrible event that just happened, it’s just how people respond to trauma :(