It happened the same when I had male puberty but I consider that normal from T poisoning, but when I see people start on HRT vs years on it they tend to get prettier? Like maybe some ppl does not get pretty enough cause they were below average to begin with but idk HRT kinda makes them at least average. Thing is the more I’m on HRT the uglier I get. IDK could be just aging but I’m 26, it could be explained if I were like 40 yo but holy fuck I see myself when I started back in 2022 when I just turned 23 and now and I am getting uglier and uglier every year. Baseline I was an average looking guy, Year 1 and 2 I was getting kinda above average but year 3-4 just destroyed my appearance like wtf?? Even feel like my skull and face grew in all these years even with supressed androgens comparing pictures.
Need 2 know if someone also experienced this. Prob my features are so masculine that they are not compatible with estradiol, it is prob that…
i was crashing out about the same thing last night lol, looking back on past pics made me realize that i’ve genuinely gotten uglier and more masculine over the past couple years, even while on hrt and getting my levels checked semi regularly. ig god hates me 😍
Omg same, I have the OCD to check my levels every three months(even the adrenal androgens and stuff like that), I even had an orchi but it isn’t preventing me to look more hideous every year(I’d say every month at this point)
it’s really so depressing because if effort maxxing isn’t even helping me transition then what’s the fucking point of any of this 😐
Yeah I ask myself the same question. Ig that is why I tried to kms several time last year and I’m taking fuckload of pills to get my mood stabilized but nothing fuckin worked…
hope things change for both of us soon 🫂🫂
Good luck for both of us 🫂🫂
trauma + stress ages you horribly tbh
Yeah but idk if it is age itself. My entire face has changed but I wouldn’t say aging wise but my face got more angular and masculine and face and skull grew or some shit like that
